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Today was a Good Day
I am back!! I am feeling much better. I started feeling better on Friday, I was hoping it would last, and it has. Every day I wake up, I wake up in a better mood. So happy to be back to my ‘normal’...
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My Life through decades of misery, mistakes and misadventures…
Thinking about my birthday coming up next month. Decided to do a little photo collage of me, to make a point. I DID NOT think I would make it this far, survive this long. I gave myself an expiration...
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Lessons Learned
My birthday next week got me to thinking of everything I have learned thus far. Whether it was learned the hard way, the easy way, or I just knew them. Some of them are common sayings. So I decided to...
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A Letter to My Teen Self
Dearest Teen Me, Hello, don’t freak out, this is the adult you writing this for you. First of all, stop being so mean to your parents. They love you so much and are doing the best they can. Appreciate...
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I am a Lucky Woman
I confessed to my husband last night about how I planned on doing ‘it’. My suicide plan. I did not want to really tell him, or anyone for that matter. But it was brought up and he begged me to tell...
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It’s about time for an update!!!
*********TRIGGER WARNING**** THIS IS A “VENTING” POST************ I will try to make this update as brief as possible. If you have read my blog, then you know how that usually doesn’t work out In my...
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update
I seriously need to do an update. I think about it almost every night, oh I will do it tomorrow… and of course tomorrow never comes. Debating on whether doing a video update or written update because I...
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Finding Bekr
************TRIGGER WARNING************* Weight issues… Mirrors are evil… Finding myself… I was always the petite one. 5ft, 100lbs. Then with medications, and getting older I started gaining weight…...
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Life can be Wonderful!
Bekr here. I am totally loving/enjoying life right now. Amanda and her family have been kind enough to let us stay with them in between our move. She has 3 beautiful girls. Tonight I did something I’ve...
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Love, Life, Pain, Acceptance
As I was in one of the worse episodes of pain of my life the other day, I stopped myself and tried to convince myself “you are not hurting, it is only mental, you are not in pain”. I repeated this over...
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